I'm struggling. I did a shoot with my friend Michael to kick off my people in their rooms series but looking over the pictures something just felt missing. I think what was missing was me. Not to say that all the pictures were horrible, I like them just fine but there was only one I felt anything from which was this one:
Test Image, Michael's Room, 2009
I'll post the others tomorrow in my meeting post but this was the only one that really said anything to me. Maybe that means that this is the direction that I should go in within the series or if it's just further proof that I'm just drawn to darker themes. I was talking to Sara about my dissatisfaction toward this series and how I feel like I need to focus on myself instead of other people. She mentioned how it might be worth going back to what I was doing with my concepts project where I was focusing on what I'm dealing with in regard to the effects my step-father's abuse is having on me now, after the fact.
The only problem there is, I'm not sure where to go with it. I just feel completely uninspired and I'm not sure what to do about it. Last week I felt full of excitement and motivation and ideas but now I just don't know what happened. I feel like I need to have something awakened in me and I don't know what to do to awaken it. So much for an idea today.
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